I'll try...but i can't let you go

Dear,

I would like to apologize for ignoring and rejecting you for the past few weeks. I feel that it has been just as hard for me as it has for you. There must be so many questions you must be asking. Let me answer them for you.

Many people told me our relationship was not healthy and that I was seeing too much of you. At such a young age, as my friends told me, I needed to have more space before committing to you. After two weeks, I have come to the conclusion that the only thing unhealthy for me is to rebuke the truth of my passion for your taste on my lips.

I searched far and wide for another chance. Juice, milk, other caffinated drinks, even water could not fill the hole that inhaled me once we were distanced. Today as I sit here alone, I have come to realize that only you can suffice to give me the love I need and yearn for.

I made many excuses, such as the hot weather, only to realize that without you I am cold and lonely. Please forgive me. I will meet you tomorrow at the SLC at 9:30AM sharp. Please do not burn me as you have in the past. I promise to be faithful.

Yours with true love


Tenzin Kyinzom

A true love story that's been lying in my inbox over decades =P

Once all "feelings" decided 2 play hide n seek. PAIN started counting n all others were hiding. LIE hid near da tree. LOVE couldnt get a place, he hid himself in a rose bush. Everyone was caught except LOVE. So MADNESS told PAIN about LOVE n PAIN jumped in the bush n when came out, LOVE lost its eyes coz of thorn. Therefore, God cursed PAIN to be wid LOVE forever n since then LOVE is always accompanied by PAIN

'labu, Rs. 25per kg'

An old Momo la in a lift. A young woman gets in, smelling expensive perfumes,she says arogantly 2 d old momo la :- 'romance' by ralph lauren, rs.6000 den another woman gets in n says snotitly:- channel no.5, rs.7000 wen lift stops, an old momo la luks at dem, turns round bends n farts n says:- 'labu' rs 25per kg!!

To sum up those beautiful events, memories and adventure

OK! my life hasn’t been entirely mundane. I just indulged in a few days of the indolence as far as writing goes. But anyways, this winter I was bestow a privilege to attend immense teachings (sungchoe*) by H.H. the 14th Dalailama. My main object this time, of cource, was to follow my pilgrimage to historic religious centres. So I went to Sera, Drepung, Gaden, Gyurtoe, Gyurme, Zongkar Chonde, Tashi Lunpu, Namdroling, Dharamsala, Bodh-Gaya, Varanasi and so forth.. I was lost in admiration of of masterpieces of the religious art, with their evidence both of creative genious amd of fervant faith. I reflected how sectarianism and communal hatred had harmed this heritage in the past, and how hatred had been changed to calm and peace by the assurance of religious freedom in the Indian Constitution. well anyways so as I stood infront of the stupa in gaya (which I believe is a source of deep inspiration for every pilgrims), a feeling of religious fervor filled my heart, and left me bewildered with the knowledge and impact of the divine power which is in ALL OF US! Although I've been there when I was little with a slight knowledge of what the actual place is, my recent visit was truly a dandiest one among all and I can say this knowledgeably! All those beautiful events, memories and adventure I've expierenced during the time is what I want to share today. I longed to update my blog with my vaca stories but like I said initially I was just indulged in a world called "procrastination"  But let me tot up with what I've veritably learned and acquired the great or shall I say the greatest happiness in me...

To awaken each morning

With a smile brightening my face

To greet the day with reverence

For the opportunities it contains

To approach my work with a clear mind

To hold ever before me, even in the doing of little things,

The ultimare purpose toward which I am working

To meet “semchen tham chey”

With laughter on my lips and love in my heart

To be gentle, kind, and courteous

Through all my hours

To approach the night with weariness that ever was sleep

And the joy that comes from work well done-

This is how I desire to waste wisely my days

(which I DONT and DIDN'T until now of course =P but trying to pursuit somehow and follow this path...eeek)

PS: motivated and inspired by the book (LAM RIM CHENMO:  by Jhe Rinpoche,TSONG-KHA-PA (founder of gelukpa sect in bhuddhism) 

The entire teachings are combined in three volume (books) and it was a gift to me from my brother Geshe Tenzin Deyang la